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But do you really believe in You?

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You are Art, therefore, your Art is You.

If you don’t believe in your Art, do you really believe in You?


What if, just what if, you poured yourself into your own cup of this life that was created when you were. Is that when true full-fillment is met? Have you tried yet?


Don’t just ponder that question - as I practice with my 4th graders, “Recycle, the question.”


“I am pouring myself into my own cup with my unique Art.” OR “I have not yet tried to pour myself into my own cup with my creativity.”


Have you been filling the red solos of someone else’s party? If so, how has that made you feel?


Personally, I will admit that I have mastered keeping red solos full for most of my life and if I haven’t done it yet, they are the visionary red solo’s that keep me feeling falsely safe if I choose to take the route:

  1. A school

  2. A person

  3. A military

  4. A family

  5. An animal

I will be the first to recycle the question and confess, “I have not yet tried to pour myself into my own cup with my creativity.” I am too nervous. I don’t believe in it. I won’t be able to support myself. No one will find its value. How will that HELP/BE OF SERVICE to anything?


How has this made me feel?

Easy - unfull-filled. No brainer. I have not committed to myart/myself yet. Continually in search to fill something else because well, it is easier to just be told and given a script. Damn I would’ve made a phenomenal actress.


Back to the opener:

You are Art, therefore, your Art is You.

If you don’t believe in your Art, do you really believe in You?


I hate it when I get the “hack” feeling - like I literally want to hack because the knot above my navel is speaking to me. Fancy that that exact location relates to the solar plexus (identity center) of your life. (And like hack squats - make you stronger).

I am beginning to believe that once I am in fulfillment of my cup, I will be overflowing and able to join the overfloweth of said other (see 1-5 for example).


If you are reading this, trust the following: Your Mind is Unique. You are Talented. I know it can be hard to trust or see the forest for the tree...especially when you feel like a seed but it is true. Before going on the great search, stay. Stay with yourself and begin to hydrate that Seed. From there witness and before long, you will be able to provide some life sustaining Fruit to all Life. Now that is what I call SERVICE.


Namaste to Myart. Namaste to Yourart. Namaste to Weart.


I am patient. I am in training. I am abundant. I am rich. I trust my intuition in knowing. I listen to my dreams. I get good sleep.I am healthy. I am ready when I say so. I am a cup filled with my colors. My colors are wild. My colors are weird. My colors are chameleon. My colors can blend. My body can bend. I love my body. I love my mind. I love my friends. Thankful. Grateful. Present.


#Personal Development

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